關於keane的記錄

當我們對人生感到好奇的時候，多數是利用無盡的想像空間去幻想去預測去希望我們的將來。
覺得未知的東西很奇妙，很想像看電視劇一樣一次看完全劇或直接跳到最終的劇情去看自己的人生。
但其實，有的時候，把自己想像成神，以為能用god‘s or bird's eye view去看整個局面，未必是最有趣的方式。
自我安慰了一下在奔馳中的想像力。
我想，身在其中，順其自然，活在當下，活在現在式裡，才是最有意思的吧。

找了點一個人賦閒的時間，聽著繞梁三日的歌，突然好像發現了些甚麼一樣，忙在word打字｀copy and paste了這些：

“Soon you will disappear Fading into beautiful light” vs “but you’re moving so fast through this beautiful scene”
“I wake up. It’s a bad dream, no one on my side.” Vs “If only I don’t bend and break, I’ll meet you on the other side. I’ll meet you in the light. I’ll meet you in the morning when you wake.”
“You’re aching, you’re breaking, and I can see the pain in your eyes. Says everybody’s changing and I don’t know why”
“You’ll knock on my door and up we’ll go”
“No. Don’t want to be the only one you know. I want to be the place you call home.”
“You take the pieces of the dreams that you have. Cos you don’t like the way they seem to be going. You cut them up and spread them out on the floor. You’re full of hope as you begin rearranging. Put it back together. But any way you look at this. Looks like the lovers are losing.”
“me, I’m just playing along. You and I, so many good people all just playing along”
“The sky will be my shroud. A monument of cloud, If we could turn back, you can paper over the crack. But it will return now. And your heart burn black”
“singing a song with your feet on the dashboard. The cigarette streaming into the night. These are the things that I want to remember. I want to remember you by.”
you dont see me/everybodys changing/hamburg song/perfect symmetry/bedshaped/love is the end/playing along/bend and break/somewhere only we know/we might as well be strangers/this is the last time/she has no time/lovers are losing/sunshine.......................

又或一切早有關連。還是不要太早揭曉的好。要相信自己，相信生存的這個世上有種客觀的東西，在編織，在記載。它誠實或說謊，命運的掌握，在個體之手，還是在乎那個客觀的東西。。嗯，只要做好自己，過好日子，誰又在乎呢。